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Midlife and menopause isn’t the end.It’s the beginning of your most authentic self.

For generations, women were told that menopause marked a decline, the start of invisibility, irrelevance, or fragility.
That it was simply a hormonal imbalance, an inevitable medical issue.
Getting older, being off the market. Midlife crisis.

But this story is outdated.
And deep down, you already know that.

Because something in you is stirring.
We have been sold a story to suit the narrative.
And we’re here to show that the narrative doesn’t fit.
They were frightened of the crone, the wise woman. Silence her. Give her medication. Stop the transition and blame it on her hormones.
But you see, it’s our time to rise. Not only at the age you’re at, but THIS age. Our generation. We’re here to rise. To shine a light on our wisdom.

Midlife, menopause is not a breakdown. it's an awakening.
An initiation into your Wildest Wise Woman era: the version of you who is no longer willing to play small, stay silent, or live a life that doesn't fit.

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You’re not losing yourself.

You’re finally meeting her.

I’m Nicky, a woman in the prime of her life, a creative guide, and space holder for awakening souls.
I help women like you walk the path of spiritual and emotional transformation that often begins with menopause — when the world gets noisy, your body starts whispering, and your soul says,
“It’s time.”

 

This transition isn’t just hormonal.
It's the rising of the crone, the wisdom-keeper, truth-speaker. You're letting go of the people pleaser, the one who put herself last, the one they silenced.

Your returning to your authentic self

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What if

  • The emotional roller coaster you experience was old, trapped emotions begging to be seen, recognised and released

  • Feeling ratty was simply you standing up for yourself

  • The anger was the years of frustration of being silenced as a woman, the people pleaser

  • The hot sweats was your body detoxing the emotional poison

  • The weight gain was your body anchoring itself as your vibration rises

My story

My journey, physically was a breeze. Hot sweats was about it. I never noticed the big ups and downs. One thing for sure, when my periods finally stopped at the age of 55 for good, I was relieved. For me, periods brought me shame, shame from leaks, being unprepared. I see now that at a deeper level of the shame of being a woman. it was time to  heal generations and lifetimes of shame.
My inner journey started at the age of 40 when I divorced. Life begins at 40 they say. And this was the start.
A deep dive back to me through the pain of endless narcissistic and manipulative relationships which acted as mirrors of unhealed parts of myself. Through it I reconnected with my own innate creativity as a healing tool.
I trained in energy work, emotion release, and spiritual tools, and finally combined it all to give women like you a journey through creativity to gain clarity and purpose whilst providing tools for emotional health and harmony on the way

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My work supports women who:

  • Feel like they’re in transition, emotionally, creatively, spiritually, ready to embrace this moment in their life as a sacred moment

  • Sense a calling but don’t know what to do with it yet

  • Crave meaning, connection, and expression

  • Are ready to explore who they are now, not who they’ve always been

  • Want to live life with clarity, courage, and creative joy

Whether through creativity, ritual, emotional healing or deep conversation — I create sacred spaces where women can return to their truth.

This isn’t just about me.

It’s about us.

There’s a global rising of midlife women happening — women reclaiming their voices, their time, their creativity, their knowing.

You are not too late.
You are not alone.
You are not invisible.

You are awakening as a Wise Woman — and it is time to take your place.

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